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Goodbye, dear TBlog. I shall miss thee.

Actually, probably not.

A lot of people have been really puzzled about the movie quotes...so here's the answers...

1. "Oh, come on, ladies...God wouldn't have given you maracas if he didn't want you to shake 'em!" Dirty Dancing. Duh!

2. "He was not a foreigner! He was from North Dakota, you asshole!" Practical Magic!

3. -"I object! My client has never held a diary! And even if she did, this would be...invasion of privacy, and violation of the fourth amendment, and... and illegal search without a warrant!"
-"Yeah, and she broke the lock!" Chicago.  

4. "You look like a beautiful blonde...pineapple." Grease

5. "Snafu. Situation Normal All Fucked Up." Memphis Belle

6. "Ok, reality check, Liz is in the trunk of this car. And she is dead. That is a sad, fucked up thing, but you are going to walk into that school and strut your shit down the hallway like everything is peachy fucking keen." Hehe...this is from Jawbreaker.

7. -"Spiders...the spiders...they want me to tap dance. I don't wanna tap dance..."    
-"You tell those spiders Ron."
-"Yeah tell them...I'll tell them." Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. 

8. "Y'know, this was supposed to be my weekend off, but noooo. You got me out here draggin' your heavy ass through the burnin' desert with your dreadlocks stickin' out the back of my parachute. You gotta come down here with an attitude, actin' all big and bad... and what the hell is that smell? I could've been at a barbecue!" Independence Day.

9. -"I believe Colonel Mustard did it in the study with a candlestick." 
    - "Sorry, death, you lose. It was Professor Plum!" 
    - "I said Plum!"
    -"No way! You said Mustard! Can we go back now?"
    -"Uh...best three out of five!"
    -"I don't believe this guy." Bill and Ted's bogus adventure.

10.-"What are you doing? What is that?" 
-"It's a roofie or a roopie. It's supposed to knock her on her ass." 
-"That's the date rape drug! We can't do that!" 
-"Well, we can't just conk her on the head." Divine Secrets of the ya ya sisterhood.     & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;

Okay here's a fun little game, and this is how it works: Below, I have 10 quotes from 10 of my favorite movies. Your job is to read them, and then in a comment, guess what movies they're from. Here they are:

1. "Oh, come on, ladies...God wouldn't have given you maracas if he didn't want you to shake 'em!"

2. "He was not a foreigner! He was from North Dakota, you asshole!"

3. -"I object! My client has never held a diary! And even if she did, this would be...invasion of privacy, and violation of the fourth amendment, and... and illegal search without a warrant!"
-"Yeah, and she broke the lock!"

4. "You look like a beautiful blonde...pineapple."

5. "Snafu. Situation Normal All Fucked Up."

6. "Ok, reality check, Liz is in the trunk of this car. And she is dead. That is a sad, fucked up thing, but you are going to walk into that school and strut your shit down the hallway like everything is peachy fucking keen."

7. -"Spiders...the spiders...they want me to tap dance. I don't wanna tap dance..."    
-"You tell those spiders Ron."
-"Yeah tell them...I'll tell them." 

8. "Y'know, this was supposed to be my weekend off, but noooo. You got me out here draggin' your heavy ass through the burnin' desert with your dreadlocks stickin' out the back of my parachute. You gotta come down here with an attitude, actin' all big and bad... and what the hell is that smell? I could've been at a barbecue!"

9. -"I believe Colonel Mustard did it in the study with a candlestick." 
    - "Sorry, death, you lose. It was Professor Plum!" 
    - "I said Plum!"
    -"No way! You said Mustard! Can we go back now?"
    -"Uh...best three out of five!"
    -"I don't believe this guy."

10.  -"What are you doing? What is that?"
    & nbsp; -"It's a roofie or a roopie. It's supposed to knock her on her ass." 
    & nbsp; -"That's the date rape drug! We can't do that!" 
    & nbsp; -"Well, we can't just conk her on the head."

Justin,

 You know I'm pissed off at you. I know that you know it. Just a few minutes ago, I tried talking to you on AOL. You didn't even have the nerve to say "hi" to me. This time, I'm not going to be the one to apologize because I did NOTHING wrong. You are the one who led me on. You, the one who said all along that honesty was the most important part of a relationship, lied to me. I just wanted to talk to you, and maybe be friends again...but I guess that's never going to happen. The least you could do is talk to me! Maybe explain some things? So right now I'm asking you to get a backbone and talk to me. That's all. I'm not going to be a bitch or anything. I deserve an explanation...I deserve to be treated right. If you can't do this for me...then you aren't the man that I thought you could be.  

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?
Find your birthday, then scroll down to see an explanation. This is supposed to tell you about yourself, I guess. It seems like it did for me!

Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree
Jan 02 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree

Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree

YOUR TREE (in alphabetical order)


 Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and
 attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive,
 loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner,
 very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.
 Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive,
 demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented,
 likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover,
 sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love
 and much emotional support.
Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks,
materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime
 companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

 Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly,
 unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the
vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of
 imagination, Little ambition creates a calm and content atmosphere.
Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt,
likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to
look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often
 impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy
Optimism waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,
well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes
 acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented,
 very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes
what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be
content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and
affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied,
faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain
 knowledge, needs to be needed.

 Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes,
modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but
not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others,
noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

 Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed,
honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker
when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few
sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great
 intelligence.
Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well,
loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them,
hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness
after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish,
many friends, very reliable.
Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very
demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting
impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite
moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, hasa precise sense
of judgment and expects complete fairness.

 Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and
 condition, good taste, it's not egoistic, makes life as comfortable
as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness
and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is
 seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure
of its decisions, very conscientious.

 Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life
dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good
ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear
tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for
 family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use
 them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at
 times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of
imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud,
self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has
many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life,
wants to impress.

 Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting,
 independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the
ground, a person of action.

 Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings,
reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of
jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

 Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and
 harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry,
not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly
 in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self
 esteem, needs affection and reassurance.
Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not
very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and
pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity,
great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy,
reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

 Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without
 egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even
complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste,
artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts,
often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected
reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and
uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist,
very jealous and passionate, no compromise.
 Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family
life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything
beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless,
capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when
pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until
they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Tricia
2. Trish
3. Pepper spray

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ImpatientAries29
2. daddys-lil-defect
3. AnimeCrzyChik

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My personality
2. Uh...I guess my nose
3. I dunno

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My feet
2. My hands
3. My legs

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE(D) YOU:
1. Needles
2. Losing my friends
3. Love

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Cell phone
2. Chapstick
3. Music

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Pink slippers
2. My band hoodie
3. PJ Bottoms

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists(at the moment)):
1. Green Day
2. Good Charlotte
3. Sugarcult

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Forget about you" by Dierks Bentley
2. "YMCA" by the Village people
3. "Case of the fake people" by TLC

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. New relationships
2. Forgetting about people who have done me wrong
3. Feeling better about myself

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Humor
2. Communication
3. Honesty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I love music
2. I'm tired
3. I'm not a virgin

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Smile
3. Hair

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Go to all my classes the whole week
2. Yoga
3. Lick my elbow

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. writing
2. hanging out with friends
3. music

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Talk to Rex
2. Eat
3. Listen to music

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Psychologist
2. Computer programmer
3. Teacher

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. California
2. London
3. New York

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Roxie
2. Angela
3. Lila

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get a tattoo (very small, of course)
2. Get married
3. Travel the world

WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR USERNAME?: Riotgirl? It's a Good Charlotte song.

NAME FIVE [5] OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS: chicken, spagetti, green beans, mac & cheese, and lasagna.

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?: Yeah, at glamour shots.

NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES: I have no idea...

WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE?: I spent a day in Canada.

ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY: Being alive.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?: Marching band.

WHAT IS THE MOST INSANE THING YOU'VE DONE FOR/TO YOUR CRUSH THAT HE/SHE MIGHT NOT/MIGHT KNOW ABOUT?: I'm not sure...I've done a lot of crazy things.

DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: I dunno...I don't want a big wedding, at least not right now.

WOULD YOU EVER JOIN TEMPTATION ISLAND?: No.

NAME THREE [3] TEACHERS YOU LIKED IN HIGH SCHOOL/MIDDLE SCHOOL/ELEMENTARY: Mr. Mckenny, Mrs. Pearcy, Mrs. Back.

DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE QUOTE? WHAT IS IT?: "I say what I want. I don`t care if it offends you, and If I really don`t like you, trust me...I won`t pretend to."

MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN I WAS... [CARE TO SHARE THE STORY?]: I guess it would have to be a couple weeks ago. The guy I liked (and I thought liked me, too), out of nowhere, got a girlfriend. I had to hear it from another friend...he didn't even have the nerve to tell me. We had been through a lot...I was even there for him when he cried once. I thought he was special, and that he treated people with respect, but now I know that he doesn't care about anyone but himself. Now he acts like he's too good for me, and he also acts like he's too good for his old friends. I absolutely hate him now, and If I ever got the chance to talk to him, I'm pretty sure I'd rip him a new one.

THE SCHOOL PICTURE YOU BURIED IN YOUR BOTTOM DRAWER?: I haven't actually done it, but I'd like to hide my 6th grade picture.

DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD PREFERENCES? I hate when my food touches. I dunno, it just irks me.

WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: The way they act, and how they can just treat girls like shit.

WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? [care to share why?]: My best friend is Brittany. We've been through 4 years of guard together, and we've shared all kinds of stuff...
NAME ONE TV CHARACTER YOU'D MOST WANT TO BE: I dunno...

IF YOU WERE FAMOUS, AND WERE TO BE A GUEST ON A TALK SHOW, WHOSE SHOW WOULD YOU CHOOSE? WHY?: Probably Regis & Kelly.

DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD SLEEPING HABITS?: I cuddle.

WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?: Hang out with friends, help Brittany move, maybe go to King's Island.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?: "Forget about you" by Dierks Bentley.

WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG: It's like a knife, through the heart, when it all comes apart, it's like someone takes a pin to your balloon...

DO YOU KNOW AT LEAST ONE DISNEY SONG BY HEART? WHICH ONE?: Yeah, quite a few.

YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR: PJ bottoms and a tank top.

WHAT'S IN YOUR BOOKBAG?: My books, my notebooks and folders, pencils, and pens.

WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET/PURSE?: My license, credit cards, money, and my clark state ID.

HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET/PURSE RIGHT NOW?: None.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES?: Converse.

IF YOU COULD'VE GONE TO YOUR SENIOR PROM IN A DIFFERENT OUTFIT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?: I haven't had a senior prom, yet.

HOW WAS YOUR SENIOR PROM?: Haven't had one.

TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS: I had three friends over at a hotel for my 13th birthday.

WOULD YOU RATHER BE A HOBBIT, AN ELF OR A DWARF?: An elf.

WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?: I'd give some to charity, I'd buy a house, Maybe some stuff for my family, Pay off bills, and...I dunno.

WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?: Wash my face, brush my teeth, go to bed.

WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?: "Pepper spray".

 I'm totally skipping class right now. I just took my math midterm and I'm braindead. Anyway, this has been a bad/good week. Monday sucked because I found out that Justin has a new girlfriend. Of course, I found out from Ashley because Justin's too much of a wimpy prick. As far as he's concerned, he can seriously go to hell. Words can even begin to describe how much I hate him right now...but anyway, it's time to move on with my life. That's where the rest of the week comes in. Me and the girls went to Bob Evan's, and who was our waiter? The cool guy from aerobics! He was really nice, and we left our usual note with our e-mail adresses on it so he could e-mail us. He sounds pretty cool, so...we'll see.

 Ok, the Zach situation...I think he's backing off. YAY! I told him that there wasn't any chance of an "us", and I really I hope I didn't hurt his feelings, but he said he was ok with it. Other than that, I found out that there's ANOTHER guy that likes me. Why can't we go back to the days when everything was simple? When boys still had cooties, and the only guy in your life was your dad? I dunno...but anyway, I hope things start to look up soon.

 Well, I've just finished visiting Whynot's blog, and some stuff that he showed me just put me back in an anti-american state of mind. He was talking about this woman who made a blog and won't allow comments that she doesn't approve. This doesn't suprise me, however, because she is a bush supporter. I just want to make my contribution to this, so if by chance this woman is listening...grow the fuck up. You handle the criticism just like the jerk you support: by blocking it out and pretending it isn't there. What are you afraid of? See, this is reflecting exactly how our country works...only one voice is heard. People like you make it so only your voices are heard. You say you want to "balance the country" and all that shit, then let opposing voices be heard.

  I also wanted to share something else. This may not matter to some people, but it really affected me. I was on a chatroom the other day, one that was supposed to be for english and french teens. I was amazed at what these people were saying about America. They weren't afraid to tell me how much this country is hated, and the more they were talking to me...the more I found myself agreeing. This country does suck. We are living proof of what goes wrong when you get too egotistic and powerful. I used to love this country, and I used to believe what I was told in school: that I had the power to change anything. After this last election, I'm sad to say that the people that taught me that were wrong. See, Democracy doesn't work. When people like Bush can come in and fuck everything up royally, and still get re-elected, it kind of makes you second guess everything. Bush supporters are probably saying "you just love kerry" and the fact is, no I don't. I'm positive that he was paid off, or blackmailed into giving up so easily. The fact is that when Kerry gave up, they hadn't even counted all the votes in Ohio yet! They hadn't even counted the absentee ballots, and that's where most of his votes would have been. So, maybe I'm pessimistic. Maybe I'm too paranoid. But when you're 16 and you feel the way I do, it's pretty sad. So what now, Bush? Weren't you supposed to be helping the youth in America?

I'm still waiting, asshole. 

 Well, the first week back at school has been fun interesting. Tecumseh's the same: stupid people that ruin my hope for humanity, but Clark state is actually been pretty fun. I've learned that drinking is a good thing, because the money you give to the bar goes to the workers at the bar, then they go out and buy what they need, and so on. This is good for the economy. I've also learned that drinking and driving is a good thing, because if you hurt (or kill) someone, the money from your insurance goes to the insurance workers, and so on. This is also good for the economy. Don't be offended or anything, it's just what I've learned.

 I'm beginning to think I have a stalker. Zack will not leave me alone. He calls me at least 2 times a day, walks me everywhere at school, and wants us to go out (alone) on weekends. Excuse me, doesn't this sound like a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship? I told him I didn't want that, but he doesn't seem to understand it. I want him to get over me! I don't even really want to go to prom with him anymore...Why can't something go my way for once? Why couldn't Justin have asked me to prom? That's all I really wanted...I'm not going to be torn up over it, though. I have to accept reality. Justin's not going to ask me, I'm going to prom with Zack, Graduation will come and I'll lose Brittany and Justin, and things just can't go my way.

One person I want to see right now
1. Justin.

****Basics:*****
[Name] Patricia

[Nickname] Trisha
[Screen name] ImpatientAries29
[Birthday] March 21st, 1988

[Astrological sign] Aries
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Dragon
[Location] Ohio

[Sexual Preference] Male
[Marital Status] I'm single

[Religion] Christian
[Eye color] Hazel
[Height] 5'4
[Shoe size] 8
[Parents still together] No
[Siblings] None
[Nieces/Nephews] None
[Pets] 3 cats, 2 dogs, 2 ferrets
[What do you drive] Volkswagen Beetle

******Favorites*******
[Color] Blue
[Number] 2
[Animal] Dogs
[Vehicle] I don't really have a favorite
[Flower] Daisies
[Scent] Fruity scents
[Drinks] Lemonade
[Soda] Coke
[Book] Probably "Break any woman down"
[Band] Good Charlotte, Mest
[Song] I like a lot of them

*****Do you*****
[Color your hair?] Yes
[Twirl your hair?] Yeah, when i'm bored
[Have tattoos?] No
[Have Piercings?] No
[Have a boyfriend?] No
[Cheat on tests/homework?] On homework
[Drink/Smoke?] No
[ Like roller coasters?] Yeah
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] Yes
[Want more more piercings?] No, not really.
[Like cleaning?] Yeah, it calms me down.
[Write in cursive or print?] Print
[Sweat a lot?] No
[Own a web cam?] No
[Know how to drive?] Yes
[Diet?] No
[Own a cell phone?] Yes
[Ever get off the damn computer?] Yeah, usually.

****Have you ever*****
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] No
[Been in a wreck?] No
[Been arrested?] No

[Been in a fist fight?] No

[Kicked someone in the nuts?] Yes
[Stolen anything?] No

[Held a gun?] No

[Drank?] No

[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] No
[Considered a life of crime?] Yeah, sometimes ^_^
[Considered being a hooker?] Uh...no.
[Cried over a girl?] Yeah, a friend.
[Cried over a boy?] Oh yeah.
[Lied to someone?] Of course.
[Been in love?] Yes
[Fallen for your best friend] No
[Made out with JUST a friend] Yes
[Been rejected?] Of course.
[Been in lust?] Yes
[Used someone?] No

[Been used?] Yes
[Been cheated on?] Yes
[Experimented with homosexuality?] No
[Current mood] Bored.
[Current taste] Coke.
[Current hair] Down
[Current thing I ought to be doing] Homework
[Current cds in stereo] I don't remember
[Current crush] ******
[Current job] Don't have one

*****The last time*****
[Last book you read] My math book
[Last movie you saw] Without a paddle
[Last thing you ate] Mcdonald's
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Zack

******Do you*****
[Do drugs?] No
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] Yes
[Play an instrument?] Yeah, the clarinet
[Believe there is life on other planets?] Yes
[Remember your first love?] Yeah
[Still love him/her?] No
[Read the newspaper?] No

[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] Not that I know of.
[Believe in miracles?] Yes
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Yes
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] Absolutely not.
[Consider love a mistake?] No, everything happens for a reason.
[Have a favorite candy] Pixie stix
[Believe in astrology?] No, but its fun to read.
[Believe in magic?] No
[Believe in God?] Yes
[Do well in school?] For the most part.
[Go to or plan to go to college] Yeah, I go to college and yeah, I plan to keep going.
[Wear hats?] Sometimes
[Hate yourself?] No, not completely
[Have an obsession?] No
[Have a secret crush?] I have a crush, but he's insane if he hasn't noticed.
[Do they know yet?] Probably.
[Collect anything?] No

[Have a best friend?] Yes
[Close friends?] Yeah
[Like your handwriting?] Yeah
[Care about looks?] Well, it's not all about looks, but they do matter a little bit.

*****Love life*****
[single or attached?] Technically single, but definetly attached.
[Ever been in love?] Yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] No
[Do you believe in "the one?"] Yes
[Describe your ideal significant other] Funny, outgoing, sweet, caring, loyal...

******Juicy stuff*******
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] Yes
[Are you a tease?] Not really...
[Shy to make the first move?] I like for guys to make the first move, but If I really like him then I'll go ahead.

******Are you a…*******
[Wuss] Sometimes
[Druggy] No
[Daydreamer] Yes
[Freak] No
[Dork] Yes
[Bitch/Asshole] I can be a major bitch if I want to.
[Brat] Yes
[Sarcastic] Yeah
[Angel] Eh, kinda.
[Devil] Eh, kinda.
[Shy] It depends on who i'm with.

First post of 2005! Go me! Anyway, I partied for a while at home last night, but then I went to Zack's. It was pretty fun, and a lot less confusing because it was only me, Justin, Zack, Ashley, and Zack's parents. At our house, we had Jessica, Uncle Bob, Chris, Auntie Sis, Marilyn, my mom, and mimi. I was a little worried that Zack would try to kiss me when the ball dropped but he didn't...he did kiss me when I dropped him off from the movies the other night. I really hope he doesn't get false hope, because I don't want to give him the idea that I like him like that. When he kissed me there weren't any fireworks, you know what I mean? I did say yes to prom though...I figured that was the least I could do. I was hoping someone else would ask me, but I kind of knew that he wouldn't.

Today's turning out to be crap. The whole week, Brittany kept saying "oh, we'll go to paradox this saturday" but when I called her this morning she said she didn't want to go. I really need to get out of here, so I called Justin to see if he wanted to do something and he said for me to call him back later. He probably won't go, so that leaves me locked in my room for yet another night. I've also been crying for no reason, and when I start I usually can't stop. I feel like crying right now, but I don't know why...I think the reality of graduation is setting in, and I feel like I'll be losing all my friends. Brittany will be in Texas, Justin will be god knows where (and since it's like pulling teeth to get him to call me now, we'll never talk again after his graduation), and this is too depressing to talk about. Long story short...depressing day, wanna cry, be back later.

 Well, today I picked up Brittany at noon and we went to get our books at Clark State. I got a psychology book, a psychology workbork, an english book, and that costed Tecumseh (not me, hehe) $186. I think it's crazy how much these books cost, and it doesn't help that I'll have to pay for them on my own in a couple years. After that we went for Brittany's tap dance shoes, then to the mall, then to walmart, and then we came home. I'm a nervous wreck from driving in this snow and ice, and I'm actually glad to be home for a while. Tommorow, I have to go with someone to the "baby docter", and at some point I have to take the jeans that I bought yesterday back. I went to Pacsun yesterday and tried on size 7 jeans which were to big, so I just went ahead and got size 5. I put them on today and they're still way too big. I actually think I can fit in a size 3! How cool is that?

 Brittany and I were talking earlier, and we've decided that we let our unstable sides get the best of us. See, something has been wrong in my room for the past 2 nights. I've gotten maybe 5 hours of sleep because I truly feel that there is some kind of presence in the corner watching me. I close my eyes for a couple minutes, but then I get freaked out and open them just so I can make sure there's nothing there. I really don't know anymore...we also talked about death for a while. Like, who would come to our funerals, how we want to die, and we both decided that if we have to die early, we want to go out tragically. Like, real dramatic. And, if we die early, we don't want people to be upset. I guess we think too much... 

// series one - you
-- Name: Trisha
-- Birth date: March 21st, 1988
-- Birthplace: Springfield, OH
-- Current Location: New Carlisle, OH
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: I used to have it black, but I tried to dye it back to brown, so it's brown with black streaks.
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Aries

// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: German
-- The shoes you wore today: Black Mudd boots
-- Your hair: Layered, above my shoulders
-- Your eyes: Big and bright
-- Your weakness?: Love
-- Your fears: Losing loved ones
-- Your perfect pizza: Lots and lots of cheese
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: Finding someone that I can have a relationshipm with, maybe getting married later.

// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "I have a nasty taste in my mouth"
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes, hair, clothing style
-- Your best physical feature: Probably my eyes
-- Your bedtime: Whenever I feel like it
-- Your greatest accomplishment: 4 years of marching band (one more to go), and 6 years of playing my clarinet
-- Your most missed memory: Going to the movies every friday night with Brittany K and her mom.

// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
-- Single or group dates: Group
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike
-- Lipton or Nestea: Lipton
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxers

// series five - do you
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: Yes
-- Sing well: No
-- Take a shower everyday: Yes
-- Have a crush(es): Yes
-- Who are they: That would give away my secret...
-- Do you think you've been in love: Yes
-- Want to go to college: Yes
-- Like school: Yeah, I guess
-- Want to get married: Yes
-- Believe in yourself: Not as much as I should
-- Get motion sickness: No
-- Think you're attractive: For the most part, no.
-- Think you're a health freak: No
-- Get along with your parents: Not really
-- Like thunderstorms: Not when I'm by myself
-- Play an instrument: Yes

// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoke(d): No
-- Done a drug: No
-- Have Sex: No
-- Made Out: Yes
-- Go on a date: No
-- Go to the mall?: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: No
-- Been on stage: Yes
-- Been dumped: No
-- Gone skating: No
-- Made homemade cookies: No
-- Been in love: Yes
-- Gone skinny dipping: No
-- Dyed your hair: Yes
-- Stolen anything: No

// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: Yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: No
-- Been caught "doing something": No
-- Been called a tease: Yes
-- Gotten beaten up: No
-- Shoplifted: No
-- If so, did you get caught: No
-- Changed who you were to fit in: No

// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: Probably 25-30.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2, don't know about names
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: On the beach
-- How do you want to die: I don't know, but I wanna go out with a bang.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A psychiatrist
-- What country would you most like to visit: England

// series nine - opposite/(same) sex
-- Best eye color?: Doesn't matter
-- Best hair color?: Doesn't matter
-- Short or long hair?: Short, or shaggy
-- Best height: Taller than me
-- Best weight: Doesn't matter, as long as he's not a stick
-- Best articles of clothing: Pants
-- Best first date location: Movies
-- Best first kiss location: By the beach...I like beaches!

// series ten - number of
-- Number of boys you like: 1
-- Number of boys you have made out with: 3
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: 2
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2 or 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: probably over a hundred
-- Number of piercings: 0
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 3 or 4
-- Number of scars on my body: Too many
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Nothing.

I got waaay to much stuff...

[x] mean yes, [] means no, and [/] means somewhat

[ ] I'm obsessed with new things.
[ ] I'm the youngest child.
[x] I am a shopaholic.
[ ] I have my ears gaged.
[x] I wear black eyeliner.
[x] I love strawberry daiquiris.
[x] I can't live without lipgloss.
[x] I can't live without music.
[ ] I lived in Tahoe.
[x] I spend all the money I have.
[x ] I'll be in college for over 4 years.
[ ] I love designer handbags.
[x] I get annoyed easily.
[x] I eventually want kids.
[x ] I loved the Backstreet Boys.
[x] I have more than a couple horrible memories.
[ ] I like to watch Degrassi.
[x] I am a person.
[x] I hate people who are fake.
[x] I can be mean when I want to.
[x] My dreams are bizzare.
[x] I have way too many pairs of shoes.
[x] I've seen Shes All That at least 50 times.
[x] I dress how I feel that day.
[ ] I love Charmed.
[x] Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
[x] I hate when people are ridiculously late.
[x] I procrastinate.
[ ] Winter is my favorite season.
[x] I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
[x] I love to sleep.
[x] I wish I was smarter.
[ ] I am the hottest bachelorette.
[x] I have a lot of drama.
[x] No one knows the full story of my life.
[ ] I love my hair.
[x] I sometimes fight with my parents.
[x] I love the beach.
[x] I have had the chicken pox.
[/] I'm excited for the future.
[ ] I can't control my emotions.
[x] I can't wait till New Year's.
[x] I love to make fun of MTV reality shows.
[x] I love my friends.
[x] Christmas is my favorite holiday.
[x] I can be very insecure sometimes.
[ ] I have had a broken bone.
[x] I hate ignorant people.
[ ] I love my laptop.
[X] I like guys that play the guitar.
[x] I state the obvious.
[/] I'm a happy person.
[x] I love to dance.
[x] I love to sing. Even though I can't...
[ ] I hate cleaning my room.
[x] I tend to get jealous very easily.
[x] I like to play video games.
[ ] I love John Mayer.
[x] I hate when I see animals/people getting abused.
[ ] I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
[x] I don't like to study for tests.
[x] I love playdough.
[ ] I am too forgiving.
[ ] I have a good sense of direction.
[x ] I love high school.
[x] I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
[x] I don't drink enough to get drunk.
[x] I love kisses on the forehead.
[x] I love the color pink.
[x] I don't sew.
[x] I am not addicted to drugs.
[ ] I love the Olsen twins.
[ ] I'd try out for the softball team.
[x] I become stressed easily.
[x] I like comfy sweatpants.
[x] I love shaggy hair on guys.
[x] I love the smell of fresh laundry.
[ ] I hate when people spell Red Hot Chili Peppers, with 2 l's. Or only 1 p.
[ ] I get along with my parents.
[x] Friends are very important to me.
[x] I get confused easily.
[x] I like to write with black ink better than with blue.
[ ] My hair is naturally curly.
[x] Taking photos is fun.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I made cookies tonight.
[ ] I dont like swimming.
[ ] I want to be 5 again.
[x] I want to travel someday.
[x] I have a cable modem
[x] I can remember useless stuff but never anything relevent.
[x] I have a pet cat.
[x] I am 16.

Have you...

[ ]been drunk.
[ ]smoked pot.
[x]smooched a member of the opposite sex.
[x]made out with a member of the opposite sex.
[x]done more things with a member of the opposite sex
[x ]rode in a taxi.
[ ]been dumped.
[x]gotten your heart broken.
[ ]shoplifted
[ ]been fired
[ ]had a job.
[ ]been in a fist fight.
[x]snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ]been arrested.
[ ]stole something from your job.
[ ]celebrated new years in times square.
[ ]went on a blind date
[ ]smoked a cigarette.
[ ]gone on an airplane by yourself.
[ ]broken a bone.
[ ] had sex in a car.
[ ] pissed on a friend's car while drunk
[x]White lied to a friend.
[x ]had a crush on a teacher.
[ ]celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ]been to europe.
[ ]taken caffeine pills.
[x] been to disney world
[x]had a crush on someone you hardly knew.
[ ]been to california.
[x]been skinny dipping.
[x]regretted something.
[ ]peed on someones lawn.
[x]skipped school.
[ ]thrown up from drinking.
[ ]lost your sibling.
[x]smooched a member of the same sex
[ ]made out with a member of the same sex.
[ ]done more things with a member of the same sex.
[ ]had sex with a boy
[ ]had sex with a girl.
[ ]been in a car accident.
[ ]partied for days and days straight
[x]stayed up all night with a friend.
[x]had a family member die.
[x ]played clue
[x]had a sleepover party.
[ ]went ice skating.
[ ]dropped xtasy.
[x]been cheated on.
[ ]had a threesome.
[ ]had a quinceanera.
[x]have a car.
[x] drove.
[x] had a conversation with a police officer
[ ] had grey hair
[x] done prank phone calls.

This weekend has utterly sucked. Jessica was really sick last night, but she still went out with us anyways, so I'll probably end up sick too. Besides that, I decided that I was sick of my black hair so I called Fiesta and Nikki said that if I wanted to get the black out of my hair, I would have to get it stripped. Salon stripping costed 75$, but she said I could go over to Sally's and get a home stripping kit. I did that, and the lady that got it for me said, "This will get the black out, but you have to dye it the color you want immediately after you strip it. I'm also going to warn you that your hair will not be it's natural color. I don't know what color it will turn, so you'll just have to be suprised." After I bought that, I bought the hair dye I wanted and went to the movies. We got home at 10, and I started on my hair. We let the stripper set for an hour, and I went to wash it out...Oh. My. God. The roots were platinum blonde, the sides were orange and the tips were dark brown. I was like, "well this is nice" and put in the new dye. I let it sit for a half hour, and then I washed it out. I noticed that it didn't look "right" but I blow dried it anyway. This is where it gets upsetting. My roots were still platinum blonde, the sides were orange/red, and the roots were still dark brown. I sat up and cried for an hour, because the fact is, I don't have a hell of a lot of self confidence, and I looked like a multicolored rat. Mimi took me in to Fiesta this morning, and they cut off a couple of inches. The lady at the salon also told me to get an ash blonde hair dye and re-dye it. I did this, and now I look (almost) normal.

Moral of the story? Don't dye your hair unless you want to lose sanity over it.

Time for another teenage girl rant. If you don't wanna hear it...go away.

1. I like Justin.

2. Justin likes me.

3. Justin doesn't want a serious relationship right now.

4. I might also like Zack.

5. Zack told me he liked me.

6. Zack told Selena that he's getting me a ring for Christmas.

7. Zack has a suicidal girlfriend.

8. When Justin found out about the ring thing, he laughed because he couldn't imagine me & Zack together (he might just have to picture it soon...).

9. Justin will and does make out with anyone who comes along.

10. Megan did something (ahem) for a guy, and it turns out he had a girlfriend all along.

11. Jessica got blown off by a guy that she liked, and we just got home from dressing like old ladies and dressing my mom up like a thug to go spy on him.

12. Brittany K is having a midlife crisis at the age of 17 where she wants to go back to 4th grade.

13. There was a hot guy in my aerobics class, and I found out where he works...I'm very tempted to go and ask him out.

14. I think it's painfully obvious that I want a boyfriend. 

15. I am on a new medicine which makes me sick to my stomach, dizzy, headachy, and it also makes me feel fat.

16. I feel majorly fat.

17. My two aunts called me ugly.

18. I think I need a therapist.

 I thought this week was going to be fun, because Band started back up for the last time, but I was soo wrong. I go to practice Tuesday, and Heather W was talking about how she got her braces off and how she wanted to kiss a guy to see what it feels like to kiss without braces. At the end of practice, Justin said "hi" and then "bye" to me and then he got in Heather's car so she could take him home. I was kind of uneasy, because I don't exactly trust them together, but what could I do? He's not my boyfriend or anything...anyway I didn't hear anything about it the next day. He acted normal and everything, and I was happy...until last night. I called Brittany to see how she was, and she told me that Heather went to Justin's that night so she could kiss a guy without her braces. But did they just kiss once? No. They made out. Then, Brit said that she asked Justin about it and he said, "oh, it was nothing. Don't tell anyone." But, to me, it was something. I really thought that he liked me, but he obviously doesn't like me enough to turn her down. Anyway, I cried all last night until he called me. I answered, and he asked what I was doing. I said "nothing" and he said "yes you are, you're talking to me!" and I said, "Is that supposed to be special?" and he said "I see, I guess I'm nothing now" and I said "Yep. Pretty much." then I hung up. I felt really bad...in fact I still do, but I'm so confused. I hate him for ripping my heart out, but on second thought, he isn't my boyfriend, so he can kiss whoever the hell he wants, and I can kiss whoever the hell I want. But, this is almost like my mistake with Cory, so I think I'm going to call and apologize, and then write it off. I'm don't want to give up on him, because even if he is a scumball...I think I'm falling in love with him. So, here's a little something for girls that feel like me right now, and also to Justin...

 You may not know it yet - maybe you'll never even think about it - but I'm special. You're gonna meet a lot of girls throughout your life, and a lot of them will be special to you. But I'll tell you right now that you'll never find another me. So take a good look around you, because I'm thinking of lea ving, and I may never come back. Are you going to let this princess walk right through your life, or are you going to make her sit down and try on that glass slipper you're holding? And if she does take the time to try it on, are you going to hope that it fits?

I found these, and I wanted to share them...

Love:

 Boys are dumb, and I'm going to go to a convent and live there forever. I finally called Justin monday and asked him if he wanted to go out with me, brittany and her boyfriend, and Ashley and Zack. He seemed pretty excited about it, but then I call back the next day to give him more info and he seemed kinda mad. Not to mention, Zack's been calling me and now I really think he was serious when he said he liked me. I don't want to hurt his feelings, because I think he's a great guy, but I don't like him like that. Maybe I should call the whole outing off. First of all, the plan was to do something crazy. A party, go midnight hiking, stuff like that. Ashley and Zack (although I love 'em) want to go bowling. They don't want to lie to their parents because they don't wanna get into trouble. The fact is though, that me and Brittany are EXPERT liars. If they stick with us, they'll never get caught. I know what youre thinking, Isn't it bad to lie to you parents like that? Well, It's not like we're doing it to a point where we'll get hurt, because we're good kids and we know when to stop. Our parents just haven't realized this yet. ^_^

Anyway, another problem with this saturday thing is that maybe Justin really doesn't like me. I sound like such a girl, I know, but Brittany and Selena are convinced that he does. The problem is, that I'm not convinced. We stopped talking about a month or two ago when I wrote him a note saying that it wasn't right to like me only when it's convenient, I deserve better, blah blah blah, but he seemed to keep flirting with me. Like, stuffing confetti down my shirt, tickling me, and he evened mentioned (in a whisper) that he saw 27 padiddles in Springfield one day (looong story). Then, this whole dinner theater came up. Brittany told me that he was nervous that I was going to be there, and Selena swears that he winked at me and kept looking at me when he sang his solo ("I get a kick out of you" by Cole Porter). I kinda thought he winked at me, too, but I'm not sure...He seemed excited when I asked him out with us, but now he seems like he doesn't wanna go. He does this with a lot of girls, like getting close to them and then throwing them away, but I've noticed that he hasn't thrown me away yet. He keeps flirting with me, and once he's thrown a girl away he doesn't really talk to her anymore. I'm confused, dammit. 

Anyway, Happy Turkey Day!!!

 Well, I shouldn't have said that my social life was boring. It's time for me to be a real teenage girl and talk of...boys. Yes, I'm sorry. If you're bored by this stuff then go away.

 I went to history class yesterday, and me and brittany were wrting notes to each other like we always do. We got on the subject of Justin, and she suddenly goes beserk. She grabbed my notebook and wrote "he still likes you" and I was like...huh? This was my first "0_0" of the day. Well, it turns out that she told him I was going to the dinner theater Sunday (he's also in it), and he said "great, now I have a reason to be nervous". Anyway, I didn't really think anything of it, and I told her that until he makes some type of move I wasn't going to get too excited. Moving on to the Michigan band concert. On the bus ride over, Zach and Justin were a bit too friendly. I was pretty shocked that Zach was acting like that, but he has been showing a little interest in me lately. Anyway, Selena, Amanda and I sat with him at the concert, and he kept poking me and stuff. Justin seemed a little upset about something, but I don't really know what he was upset about. Anyway, on the way home Zach wanted to sit with me. I said ok, and Justin sat in the seat in front of us. They were both acting pretty weird and kept tickling me and touching my hair and crap, but then it happened. Selena blew up because she thought what Zach was doing was innapropriate. She's very protective of me I guess, because she just started yelling at Zach to back off. He got kind of upset, and then he said "I'm going to be honest: I like you. But, I have a girlfriend and it wouldn't be right to dump her." Zach is a great guy and everything, but I don't like him like that, so I just said "ok..." so I wouldn't hurt his feelings or anything. Second "0_0" of the day. So, the rest of the way home Zach kept wanting to talk about Cory. He said that at band camp (because he shared a dorm with Cory) Cory kept saying that we had sex and I gave him head a few times which is completely untrue. Zach didn't believe him because even though me and Cory went out, he didn't think I would do that. This news didn't suprise me, because Justin was always asking what exactly Cory and I did when we went out. I guess my ex really is a scumbag. Third, and last "0_0" of the night.

 Besides that, Michigan's band was AWESOME. 245 members of the band, and they all cramped in a tiny gym. The sound was amazing, and it just blew your mind away. Oh! Has anyone heard that Colin Powell thinks Iran is making nuclear weapons?

Here goes the neighborhood.