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| I want candy (clap, clap, clap, clapclap) |
| 01.30.04 (5:49 am) [edit] |
Well, I woke up at 6 this morning and before I could turn on the TV to see if our school was delayed, Ashley called and said we had a 2 hour delay. Yay! So I set my alarm for 8:30, and I was happy because I like 2 hour delays. You still have to go to school, but classes are only 30 minutes instead of 50. It's so much easier! The phone wakes me up at 8 and it's Ashley again saying we're closed. :D
So, I dont have anything to do. We can't get out 'cause the roads are bad, so I'm stuck here. :( I'll have to talk to Brittany, tho because one of her friends from her old school died in a car accident last night. She's pretty upset, which is completely understandable.
In better news, the doc put me on an antidepressent/chronic pain treatment called......ELAVIL! Well, i've actually been on it before, but he just raised the dosage. :twisted:
Puis que je n'ai pas obtenu de prendre mon essai
français, je devrai le compenser ici. Au revoir et ayez un jour splendide!
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| Fucked up visions in my head... |
| 01.27.04 (1:26 pm) [edit] |
Our school is sooo stingy with 2 hour delays. EVERY school in a 10 mile radius around us either got cancelled or delayed, but did we? No. The roads were [i]bad[/i], too. I had to be in Dayton for a docter's appointment, and everything was iced over.
Anyway, I went to school for a half a day afterwards and it wasn't so bad. I got my report card...and I failed weightlifting. BOOOOOOO. I got A's & B's on all my exams, and I got A's, B's and 1 C for my second quarter grades. I think I did good, and I don't think my WL teacher was fair. Just because I couldn't lift as much as everyone else, she gives me an F. Whatever! In those 9 weeks, I went from benching 35 Ibs to 55 Ibs! Anyway, I wont say anymore about it...I might pop a blood vessel.
So, I have to be at school for Pep band tonight. Why they have a game on a Tuesday night is beyond me, but I'm hoping they cancel it. They'll make me miss American Idol! I never watched that show before now, but I like to see all the people who think they can sing get shot down. Honestly, Do they [b]actually [/b] think they sing good?
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| Soup, crackers & ginger ale |
| 01.23.04 (7:00 pm) [edit] |
Well, It's official. I wish I were dead. I have an Upper respiratory infection and the flu. Yesterday consisted of waking up, throwing up and sleeping for two hours. I swear, I threw up 8 times, no joke. I'll spare you the details...
Anyway, No school for me this week. Today I stayed in bed and listened to Mest, Good Charlotte, Simple plan and Liz Phair. I'm feeling better, though, and hey! It's been 24 hours as of 10:00 pm that I've thrown up! Yay for me!
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| Sweet Relief |
| 01.16.04 (12:23 pm) [edit] |
I finished my exams today and got to come home at noon. I passed my Biology exam with an A, My Band exam with an A (of course) and my French 2 exam with a B. I don't know the results of the others yet, but I'm worried about my weightlifting exam...I think I failed it big time.
Anyway, alls going good here, I guess. I have a full schedule this weekend, though; I'm going to Brittany's at 4 today and we're going to see a movie, then I guess I'll stay at her house for a while. Then tommorow, I'm eating with the family, and if the weather agrees, going skating with Megan. Sunday, I'm going shopping with my mom and grandma, then Monday I'm going "boy shopping" with Britney and Megan. I hope I have good luck. :)
I've also been reading an interesting book about Armageddeon and the Antichrist, which is totally freaky. As of now, I'm scheduling a time to be baptised. And one last thing: (This is stolen off of Keryn's LJ)
[b]My Life As A Movie...Soundtrack[/b]
Opening Credits: Simple Plan- "Grow up"
Waking-up scene: Simple Plan- "Worst day Ever"
Average-day scene: GC- "Young and the hopeless"
Best-friend scene: GC- "Wondering"
First-date scene: Simple Plan- "I'd do anything"
Falling-in-love scene: TLC- "Damaged"
Love scene: Lonestar- "Amazed"
Fight-with-friend scene: Garbage- "Only Happy When it Rains"
Fight-with-significant other scene: GC- "Say anything"
Break-up scene: Hilary Duff- "So Yesterday"
Fight-at-home scene: Mest- "Fucked up Kid"
"Life's okay" scene: Simple Plan- "So happy together"
Heartbreak scene: Toni Braxton- "Unbreak my heart"
Mental-breakdown scene: Garbage- "I think I'm paranoid"
Driving scene: Mest- "Cadillac"
Make out scene: Boyz II Men- "I'll make love to you"
Deep-thought scene: GC- "Hold on"
Flashback scene: Chad Kroeger- "Hero"
Party scene: Pink- "Feel good time"
Happy dance scene: MC Hammer- "Can't touch this"
Regret scene: Joan Jett- "I Hate Myself for Loving You"
Long-night-alone scene: Simple Plan- "I'm just a kid"
Death scene: Sarah Mclachlan- "Angel"
Closing credits: GC- "Movin On"
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| Lovely Quizzes |
| 01.14.04 (4:56 pm) [edit] |
Hmmmm....
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| I will not stress...I will not stress... |
| 01.14.04 (2:01 pm) [edit] |
AH! I have exams Thursday & Friday! So, tommorow, I have my english, math, biology and band exams. Band I know I'll pass cause he's giving us the answers. He says it's retarted to do a written band exam, but the school's making him give one, so he's just giving out the answers. :D Yay!
Anyway, I'm officially on my way to freedom. I talked to Meg and she told "him" off today during 1st period. He still hasn't said anything to me, which in a way is good because I won't start liking him again. It's hard enough seeing him everyday :( . But, I'm MOVING ON.
In better news...weight lifting is OVER. Bad news: I have to pass that exam friday to pass the class.
Wish me luck!
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| Movin' on |
| 01.13.04 (2:05 pm) [edit] |
I've been drowning my sadistic thoughts out with positive music for my situation. I think it's helped, I do feel better now. I've also been taking my rage out playing GTA Vice City...although I don't think that's the best way to deal with this :? . I talked to my friends today, and I've been trying to do all the homework I can, so I think things are much better.
Anyway, I went to school and went through the usual day. Even though I saw "Mr. Pimp" like I usually do, I tried my best not to think about him. It's kinda hard though, since I [i]do[/i] see him a lot. I got to see him trip over a chair, though, which was cool. He didn't get hurt, so I laughed.
I talked to Britney, too and after certain Percussionists in our band have treated us like trash, we think it's time to move on. We're going to the mall this weekend to hang out and try to meet guys that are outside [b]our[/b]
band (cause let's face it, band guys are the shiz) and that don't go to our school. We're calling it "Operation MOVING ON".
Any guys interested in talking?
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| Cleaning out my closet |
| 01.12.04 (12:46 pm) [edit] |
I came home from School today and just had a lot on my mind. I was pretty happy over the weekend, I even went to the movies Saturday night after the B-ball game with Brittany and Justin when I was depressed. But then I woke up this morning. I went to school, hoping everything would be the same, not knowing that I'd be on some kind of emotional rollercoaster.
I saved this post for a nice, long rant. You see, some things that have happened for the past few weeks have been bugging the hell out of me. First of all, there's school and we have exams Thursday and Friday, so we've been reviewing everything which reminds me how dumb I am. Everyone says I'm not, but I just can't help thinking it.
And what is UP with boys? If you tell a girl you like her, kiss her, say you want to go out with her and she says yes, why don't you try TALKING TO HER THE NEXT DAY? If you don't want to go out with her, then don't lead her on and make out with other girls in front of her. It's that fucking simple.
And lately, it's been like I don't even exist. I still have one or two friends who, as far as I know, still give a damn about me. I've been the best friend that I could to the others, always helping them with their problems the best way I knew how, yet I still end up like this. I guess I should give them the benefit of the doubt, though. I mean, who would care about me or my problems?
I don't know what to do anymore, and I think I need help.
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| Why is it everyone now Is a pain in the ass? |
| 01.10.04 (2:46 pm) [edit] |
Well, I woke up this morning and cleaned my room, which was a GREAT way to start out my crappy day. Then I wanted to go Tanning, but I didn't have anyone to take me, so I just went out to eat with my Grandma, Grandpa (:evil: ), 3 aunts, Mom, Dad and cousin. My cousin and I wanted to go to Texas Roadhouse, but my grandpa bitched about it the whole time, like he usually does. So to sum it up, it was a horrible dinner.
To make matters worse, I have to go to my school's B-ball game for "Pep" band. Brittany wanted me to go to a pool hall with her, but I just HAD to be born with responsibility. This also means I have to spend two hours with the guy who I like and supposedly likes me, but likes to flirt with every other girl and just stares at ME the whole time.
Can somebody send an assasin after me? Please?
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| There's a fine line between brilliance and lunacy |
| 01.08.04 (3:26 pm) [edit] |
Well, today wasn't [i]so[/i] bad, I guess. School was a headache, as usual, but I lived. I only have 1 more week of weightlifting (WOOHOO)! My arms are soooo sore cause I didn't lift for two weeks. I have 3 tests tommorow, and we got some snow, so I'm hoping it'll snow a lot tonight and we don't have school tommorow, but that probably won't happen. It's hard to get up at 6:30 when I was getting used to waking up at 11:30. :cry:
I came home and got online for a while, but then Brittany called and needed help moving her room around, so I went over there. She's pregnant, but she moved her bunk bed by herself! I told her she was dumb, but she said she wanted to get it moved. She has to make room for a baby crib, and nobody seems to want to help. Everybody says that I shouldn't hang around her or be friends with her anymore, but I just don't see how that's right. She's made tons of mistakes, yeah, but I can't help caring about her. We've been friends since, like, 3rd grade and even though she's super bossy, I love her like a sister. Just because she went and got herself pregnant doesn't mean she's a bad person, or that I shouldn't be friends with her anymore, does it?
Maybe I'm getting soft.
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| 7 Deadly Sins |
| 01.07.04 (7:40 pm) [edit] |
Feel free to take this yourself!
ANGER
1. Who was the last person you got angry with? : My grandpa because he needs to STOP COMPLAINING.
2. What is your weapon of choice? : My flag. I've hit myself countless times, and it leaves nasty bruises.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? : Yes, and I have. Many times.
4. Of the same sex? : Yes, I absolutely would.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry with you? : My grandma, because she had to take Ashley to school when I was sick.
6. What is your pet peeve? : Self absorbed people and people who make other people feel bad about themselves.
7. Do you keep grudges? : Yes. I do. I have a hard time forgetting bad things people have done over and over again.
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: Excercise.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 3 pm, but that was after a band competition.
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Umm...probably Sarah.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: That I didn't feel like getting up to look for something for my aunt.
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?: ...What's wrong with that?
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? : Band camp. Not THAT kind! There aren't many single guys in our band, lol.
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: None, I always just reset it.
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: A vanilla caramel iced coffee from Gloria Jeans...Oh yeah.
2. Meat eaters? : Hey, life's a bitch.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: I don't drink.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: Nope.
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? : Who doesn't?
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: Sweet foods.
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?: Uh, not that I can recall...
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: One but I was, like, 7.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: A few.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: It happens.
4. Have you "done it"?: Nope.
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: Shoulders.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: Hmmm...not that I know of.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: No.
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: None.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? : The Gap.
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: CLOTHES!!!
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: Rich, all the way.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: Yeah, you could find means of entertainment.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: No.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: None, but I have tons on cd's.
ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: Brittany's room.
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: Meg.
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: I'm happy with me.
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: Yes. A few times by the same guy.
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: Many times.
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: Self-esteem.
7. Do you wish you'd found this survey?: Yeah!
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? Lust.
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| Average, Everyday sane/psycho supergoddess |
| 01.07.04 (3:55 pm) [edit] |
I had a pretty good day, today. It started at 10:30 am, though, because all my teachers up until then kept giving me dirty looks and...weren't very nice, lol. Anyway, the rest of my teachers [i]were[/i] nice about me being off for two days. Anyway, I went out to eat with my family (mom, dad, grandma, grandpa, two aunts and cousin) at Perkins. I guess we won't be going there anymore. My 95 year old grandpa wanted a fish dinner with NO FRIES. The waitress said alright, but they brought them anyway and he threw a FIT. He bitched about it the whole time! I honestly can't stand him anymore...
So, that and the teachers were pretty much the bad part of my day. I also took a quiz to find out why guys never approach me...they said that guys were intimidated by my beauty. In the words of Spike...
Yeah, that MUST be it.
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| Motivate me...I wanna get myself outta this bed |
| 01.06.04 (5:12 pm) [edit] |
Yay! I took my other curlers back and got some smaller ones and they work! Big thanks to mollytov for her advice, by the way. I now have a full head of curls that shockingly look pretty cute. :)
So, I've pretty much been laying around the house when I'm not throwing up. This flu thing is a pain in the buttocks. Anyway, I'm going back to school tommorow but I'll have to face my teachers who seem to hate me because I miss school a lot. You'd think, since I have a docter's note most of the time, that they'd finally get a clue that there's something wrong with me, but whatever. I try to shrug it off, but I think they're partly to blame for my emotional problems...anyway, blog more later.
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| Down with the sickness |
| 01.04.04 (1:44 pm) [edit] |
Ugh. This has been a horrible weekend. I get up early saturday to go and get my hair done, right? Well, I didn't get the girl I wanted to do it, and it turned out horribly. Well, I'm upset about that, but I go home and work on it myself and I got it to look alright. I leave to go eat with my family and it starts to rain. Really hard.
So, I look like a drowned rat when I sit down to eat, and I'm hungry, so I'm looking forward to good Bob Evans food. The waitress turns out to be a bitch, and my home fries were raw and my eggs and bacon overcooked. :evil: So, next I go to Walmart so I could buy some of those heated curlers and they raised in price from 15$ to 25$! :x I buy them anyway, hoping I can get them to work.
Next, I go to the mall and I see some of my friends, and they tell me that this guy that likes me is there somewhere, too. I freak out because I look like roadkill run over twice and leave. I go home so I can try my curlers and they DIDN'T COME WITH INSTRUCTIONS. I go to bed really pissed off and I wake up this morning with the flu, and I have to go to school tommorow.
I have one final plea. Does ANYONE know how to work heated curlers?
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