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The worst day ever
03.31.04 (6:33 pm)   [edit]
I had to go back to school today after I had yesterday off. Well, I wouldn't say I was off, per se, because I had to take my car to Cinncinati and back to get a new battery cover...did I even say what I got? It's a 1999 dark blue Volkswagen Beetle. It's so purty! Anyway, I had to go back to school which utterly [i]sucked[/i].

I didn't sleep well because the cats were running around and hissing [i]all[/i] night. Anyway, I woke up at 6 and I thought it was going to be a pretty easy day. I got to school and I was sooooo tired. It must be the boredness that makes you tired...anyway, I got to second period (French...bleh) and we had a review for a test tommorow. And as luck would have it, nobody in my group was there, and all the other groups were full. [i]Fuck[/i]. So, my teacher asked two other people to join me and nobody moved. You have to understand, I am a very quiet person at school. I do [i]NOT[/i] like to socialize with people I don't know. Anyway, after some persuasion, the teacher got 2 people to come join me. [b]Strike one[/b].

So, after that class, I go to third period. Math. Yay. Anyway, I had been absent for a quiz the week before, so I didn't take it. I guess I spaced, because I didn't hear the teacher ask if everyone had taken it, so I didn't say anything. I started doing some of my makeup work while the teacher went over the quiz. So, after he assigned another assignment, he looked at me and said (loudly, while everyone listened), "You haven't taken the quiz, have you?'' and I said, "No, I thought I would take it tommorow." Another thing you have to understand is that I [i]HATE[/i] having the spotlight. I start to stutter and I get too freaked out having a group of people look and listen to me, let alone while being yelled at. Anyway he said, "Well why didn't you speak up when I asked who hadn't taken the quiz?" and I said "I don't know". So, he says, "Well, now I have to make another quiz because I went over this one" and by this point I was freaking out and said (stupid me...) "Ok". :cry: So, he says, "That may be ok for you, but blah, blah, blah..." and I tuned out the rest. So, everyone was staring and giggling. But, my question is, would it take that fucking long to replace the numbers in, like 10 or 11 questions? Would it? I would really like to know, because this guy was acting like a big [i]prick[/i]. I made a mistake, yah, but would it be the end of the world for him? Anyway, [b]Strike two[/b].

Let's move along to lunch, shall we? I had study hall beforehand, but I was so spazzed out because of math class that I forgot to do my History worksheet. [i]Shit[/i].
So, I say "hey! Brittany had this class last year, maybe she can help!" I sit down and wait. And wait. And wait. Turns out she [i]wasn't there[/i]. So, I spent my lunch period doing this worksheet, and didn't eat, so I was sick because of not eating. [b]STRIKE THREE[/b]!

I really hope everyone else had a better day than me. Honestly, I do. I feel like laying in bed and crying for a while, but I guess that wouldn't help anything. I just can't wait for Math tommorow...anyone have any suggestions as to what I should say if he gives me BS?
 
A few suggestions, please?
03.29.04 (8:30 pm)   [edit]
Well, I got up today with a sore throat and took a shower and went to school after being off a couple days with the flu/upper respiratory infection. I pretty much dragged through school, which I'm sure didn't go well with my teachers :D .

So anyway, at lunch, Brittany D wanted me to go to this thing called "Young Life" (which is pretty much a social get together for teens) so I said I'd go. Then she turned around and told Mike that I was going and he said "great!" and kinda let out a sly laugh, which kinda scared me...so I brought along Megan so I wouldn't have to be the only new person :wink: . It was awesome, too because Mike told the group leader if we got 50 people to come, he would shave his head...and we got 55 people! SCORE! He was pretty cool about it, though and right after they did it, I went outside and called the [i]other[/i] Brittany and she was like, "Oh my gosh, I can't believe you went! Why did they have to shave his head?!" It was sooooo funny.

After that, we went to get Ice cream. And let me say, riding with Brittany at 10:00 pm while it's raining has got to be the [b]scariest[/b] thing ever. She was going like, 90 and me & meg were freaking out and then brittany screamed because she thought she saw a deer, so meg and I screamed...it was crazy :? .

So, I need advice. I have 5 trips coming up, and I need to pick just a couple. Ok....
Band Camp (Kentucky, 1 week)----------Around 500$
Kings Island (Ohio, 1 day)----------Around 40$
Chicago (Spring Break, 05, 1 week)--------Around 600$
Young Life Trip (NY, 1 week)---------Around 500$

Here's the biggie:
France (2005, 3 weeks)----------Around 4,000$

So.....what shall I do?
 
Slut-status
03.28.04 (8:47 am)   [edit]


















You are a Slutcom 1, also known as the normal level of slutcom. This category is characterized by occasional hook-ups. These hook-ups are with people that could be potential relationship material, though that's not always 100 percent. They also tend to be not overly physical; sex is rare for a slutcom 1 - and generally, isn't much of a concern.



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The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice.




Maybe my prudeness is due to [i]lack of options[/i]?
 
Happy Birthday to me
03.21.04 (8:25 am)   [edit]
Today is my Birthday and...I HAVE A CAR!!! :P
 
The name game
03.15.04 (12:38 pm)   [edit]
-Stolen from...a lot of people ^_^-

If you call me...

[b]Patricia[/b]- You're my teachers, my aunt Bea, most of my dad's family.
[b]Tricia[/b]- You're my guard girls, Natasha, Brittany K, my dad, Meg, Jessica and some of my other school friends.
[b]Trish[/b]- You are Debbie, Juli, Michael, Elizabeth, Ashley, my Uncle and Mimi.
[b]Trishy[/b]- You are My mom, or someone who will soon be six feet under.
[b]Patty[/b]- You were dead 5 minutes ago.
[b]Lynn[/b]- You are Somebody who really wants to irk me.
[b]That damn girl[/b]- You are My grandpa.
[b]AntiSocialOne[/b]- You know me from FF.Net
[b]Pretty Lady[/b]- You are "he who shall not be named".
[b]Paatriiciiaa[/b]- Guys who think it's cute to chop up my name and tease me with it
 
I'm Videl!
03.10.04 (7:11 am)   [edit]







Which (Misadventures) Orange Star High School Student Are You?

 
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03.08.04 (12:32 pm)   [edit]

What Flavour Are You? I taste like Menthol.I taste like Menthol.


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Nope, your not paranoid at all. Nobody talks about
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anyway, and theres just clothes inside your
closet. Nobodies out to get you, except maybe
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decsription.. Most people seem to like you, and
life seems to be good, so as long as it stays
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I've been dis-owned
03.03.04 (4:52 pm)   [edit]
This whole past week has been [i]very[/i] entertaining. Saturday, my [b]evil[/b] grandfather was saying that my aunt (the one who lives with him and my grandmother) was lazy and wasn't any good, so my mom, Jessica and I thought she should know what he was saying about her. So, we called later that night and asked her to meet us for "ice cream". She came and we told her all about it. Well, she say she couldn't take living with him anymore (I can't blame her), so we all went over to help her get some of her stuff so she could stay at my other aunt's house.

Me and Jessica go in with her, and my mom stays in the car. If my grandpa can't stand anyone, it's my mom. Anyway, we walk in the door and all hell breaks loose. Everyone's yelling, and when we get ready to leave, grandpa says to "get out of his house and never come back". So, this doesn't phase me & Jessica, cause we don't really give a damn if we see grandpa ever again. After that, we head over to my other aunt's house and tell her about what happened and what grandpa was saying. We also told her about what my [i]other[/i] evil aunt (who is a paranoid twit who seriously needs to see a therapist) was saying, too, which is a completely different story. Well, considering that this twit lives upstairs from my good aunt and always seems to eavesdrop on our conversations, we werent surprised to find her standing outside the door listening to us.

Anyway, to the present time. Grandpa said that we owed him apologies. Even my mom, who had nothing to do with anything! So since my mom is nice, she decided she wanted to go over Monday and apologize. Me, her and Jessica walk in the door and grandpa hits the ceiling. He even had the nerve to say [i]I[/i] had nothing to do with it even though [i]I[/i] was in the house with Jessica and my mom wasn't even there! So, my mom says "I'm sorry, dad." (this isn't her real dad, it's my dad's dad) and he has the audacity to say "don't you [i]ever[/i] call me dad again!!!" That was the final straw for me, and I stood up and said, "I don't like the way you treat her and I don't like the way you treat me! You treat us like we're outcasts just because mom and dad never got married!" and he says, "I DO NOT!" and I say, "Oh YES YOU DO!!" and then I walked out, followed by Jesssica (who said she didn't think she owed him an apology since she didn't do anything) and my mom.

Not suprisingly, we haven't been eating dinner with them anymore. Although I had more to say to the jerk, but I didn't want to upset my grandma anymore than she already was. I find the whole situation funny, though! [i]I've been kicked out of the family by my 94 year old grandpa...[/i]